Enock

Thank you once again whoever gave me a free member on DA! But I want to let everyone know, I am not on often on DA (I know, 'no duh'). I feel so bad not able to do more on my DA membership month gift. But my important top thing to do is to make sure my commissions are done and do RL stuff in case anything happen to me again. Thank you for the kind offer though!!*hugs* I want to wish you all a very good Christmas and Holiday. I hope we all get a good year in 2023, if not, well, I hope it becomes hardcore of a year then. Like what? Who knows. It just feels like more crazy things to come; that's what it feels like. As for me, I fear my little buddy stone will one day push me to the hospital; so I want to do everything I can in real life and trying to survive everything, but we will see. I am so unsure what is in store for me (or anyone for that matter) for next year, but in the mean time. I hope everyone had a nice Christmas and get together with ppl they love being around with.

Happy Halloween everyone!!

I hope everyone has a good time tonight and enjoy everything as much as you can! You never know what life throws at you! :heart:

Thank you to the person that gave a one month of DA!! I wish I knew who you are to thank but I can't seem to find who gave it to me. (Or I am dumb and can't find where DA place those names in. Do please tell me if you know) Thank you so very much!! :hugs:

Hi everyone, sorry for being silent. I just came from the hospital yesterday. In around New Years I started to get dreadful pain from my back. Again, I thought it was simple back pain and I took some pain killers but once the pain killers worn off, the pain will come back. It would grow worse over time to the spot I recognized all too well. Underneath my right breast that dreadful pain came back all over again. The same pain when I had my other gallstone was. All I can do was lie down on my bed and bare the pain. I couldn't eat and I started to gag even when I had nothing in my stomach. I thought I would wait it out until Jan 5th for my surgery, but... My sister-in-law had been keeping an eye on me by texting me everyday since the pain began and she told me I have infection growing, if I don't go to the hospital right now. I won't be having the surgery right that moment when I go down to Calgray Hospital. I will be there to control the infection before they start the surgery. I felt dreadful, because my family member was going to help me drive there and having them wait in the parking lot in the cold of winter, while dealing with my infection, isn't going well at all. I don't want them to suffer because of my stupid mistake. I went to the hospital last Sunday and the doctor there said I won't be able to make it to Jan 5th the way my infection is heading. I stay in the hospital and they already placed me on IV antibiotics. I've been in the hospital for a couple of days, they would've send me early to Kelowna hospital for my antibiotics and my surgery, but because of the intense snow storm we are having I had to stay put until it past slightly. It's been a waiting game. I finally got to Kelowna hospital and it turns out I still end up having my surgery on Jan 5th, but in a different city. It turns out not only did I had gallstones in my tubes, but liver was full of gunk and crap in it. They have to cut open the tubes bigger for my liver to be flush out. I never knew my liver had so much crap in it. Anyway, the surgery doctor cleaned the crap out of me. I felt my throat so sore and my insides rough. I was placed back onto Antibiotics. The snow storm kept me there for awhile until Sunday was clear up that I can come home. I still had three more Antibiotics I had to go through. I was kept in the hospital one more day. I finally came home yesterday. I just...slept.... Sleeping in hospital is rough...you feel like you accomplish something when you actually fall asleep in there. The sound of vomit, the coughing, the snoring, the beeping.....beeping....lights on and off, etc. I feel way better now, but give me a week, please. I will start up on commission again once I feel more myself and ....catch up on a lot of things. Don't worry, I told my doctor I want to keep watching my liver for now on. I want to make sure every part of my organs are healthy. I will change my life style as well while I am at it. New year, new start... Thank you for your patiences. ~Enock

Merry Christmas and Happy Holiday everyone! I am sorry to say I don't have any of the Naruto Period ready at all. Unless you guys want sketches pages I'll place them up. I had to make commission come first this past two months, they help me a lot, but at the same time I still need to do them. Update on my health. I went to my MRI and it turns out I still have stones left in my liver. My doctor said it was rare that I still have them or my liver is still making stones. If...that part of my liver still makes stones...they will have to cut a piece of it off....I really....really don't want my liver to be cut. I can only pray that I don't have to come to that. They called me up to have my surgery Monday 20th, but I just couldn't do it on that day. I have to go 5 hours drive to Calgray hospital to get surgery on a snowy day. I'm scared of death on the snowy roads. I didn't have nothing prepared for a long trip. I wanted to change my surgery date maybe on March, where the snow won't be that bad. Turns out to be a no go unless I find another doctor that will take me. That will take forever. I can go as far as June 5th for my surgery. So I got to suck it up and get my liver clean at June 5th and go through the snow...*cries* I don't know how I will be feeling that week, but I will be doing a lot of changes for myself next year. It's going to be busy. Anyway, sorry for the dreadful news. I just hope everyone does well and have good time! ~Enock

Sadly I didn't read the guidelines of DA's rules. My dear friend came and told me that DA no longer takes NSFW stuff (which, I admit...haven't read the rules in a long time.) He showed me the DA rules. https://www.deviantartsupport.com/en/article/what-is-deviantarts-policy-around-sexual-themes

So I had to remove them to avatar state and place them in my furry gallery for now, until I find a good NSFW home for them. I am very sorry for the sudden change!